Ok ...I'll tell you the truth !!
(this is how she started)
I feel sad , unhappy, tearful ..and may cry for no good reason !!!...
I think I'm depressed ......
I still can't figure out what is the purpose of my life !!!
(And i was quiet , haven't said a word!)
I was saying to myself , what does she mean !!!....it's obvious....
to worship Allah ...and do good things in life...
have a degree, work in a decent job , and ......(then I stopped)...
now i get it !!!!
Yes , she was sad , for not having what she kept dreaming of ......
(or shall I say more !!!)
This is always an issue with those of us who plans and like to keep a track of the plans they draw to be accomplished...
they will need to refresh their minds every now and then ..and charge their batteries ...to do more ...and to keep dreaming big ..
I couldn't balme her since I know her strong faith and wise mind ...but it breaks my heart to see
her sad and not enjoying her moments as she should...
I moved my eyes to meet hers...I'll ask you one question : Is what you miss in your hand or something you could've won but you didn't do your part ?
-No ...holding her tears in those lovely brown eyes...
-Very well , so why do you feel sad about it !
-Before, a professor of mine during his lecture said to the whole class :
In this life : you either be the first or the last , since there is no place for the second or the third !!!
-Did you get it !!
-she smiled ...and that's all what I wanted from her ...
* Lesson of the day , be nice to people with brown eyes ...just kidding !!!
